unintended eavesdropping on conversations

another thing that i hate doing
or i am forced to do
unintentionally eavesdropping on other people's conversations
is that my fault?
or is it the other persons fault?
i really don't like the position where i am in right now
i cannot do anything about it i guess
i have no where else to go that's for sure
one thing i'm not in Cebu anymore
this place is so foreign to me
i need to set my comfort zone here
where ever that may be
i have yet to find it
where ever it is right now
that i really can't answer any one straight
maybe i'll just play bigfish games haha hope this cures my boredom
btw, no work today since the building where my office is at,
received a bomb threat
every one was in a panic, that they said
but then again, hello
i was not able to get there since i did not get to ride a jeepney
i waited for like 30 minutes, maybe that was a sign that i should not have reached the building at all
someone up there is really looking out for me :)
thanks God! for the FYI in advance..
it saved me a lot of trouble though
i just spent the whole afternoon surfing the net and waiting for utorrent to finish downloading another movie
i haven't burned any of them on a dvd and my hard disk is getting full already
i guess i'm still used to the fact that Berting does all the burning and i do all the downloading and stuff..
division of labor..sorta
well familiarity hits me again and old habits die hard..
you just can't teach an old dog new tricks that easily..
13 more days to go and i'll be sleeping in my own room with a new bed but the same electric fan, that's a relief
i even miss my dvd/cassette player :( bummer huh?
total bummer that i should add..
well this has gone far enough than i intended it to
four posts for today! that's a record breaker isn't it?
not that anyone ever reads my blog anyway haha
well the heck i care if anyone reads it or not
i'm just using this as my online diary/journal for now :)
somewhere where i can air out all my feelings of anger and frustration and the rest..is as they say is history ;P

and i will announce to the whole wide world

that i am sick..
does the whole world really need to know how you are feeling?
or are you just that too starved for attention here?
go on and grab the whole limelight with the matching spotlight
the heck i care
i don't want to get involved in anything that involves you
and don't you just pretend that its ok to step on someone else's bed like that
as if you'd like someone to do that to your on bed!
grrr i am totally mad and furious
stand on your two feet you b*tc*

finale - personal space, security and privacy

this has been the 3 things that i miss having here
i miss the privacy of my own room where no one else can wake me up
i lack sleep always since people are already awake when it is still my sleeping time
i totally lack sleep here
i really don't like it when other people bother me with their own issues
i don't like to be part of other peoples' beeswax
i hate everything here except for the company that i am working for and the salary that i am receiving.
but if that's the only thing that i can look forward to, come to think of it,
it is really not that much
i am thinking of a change in the career path when i transfer to cebu
i want to be in public practice maybe a year or two and then transfer back again to the commerce and industry / private sector again..
there are many roads that will lead me to my destination,
it does not matter which road i will take, in the end
i will get to where i am supposed to be
and now everything sucks big time here
i end up with people i have to put up with every second of the day